Wednesday, November 12th, 2008
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12:37 pm
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I've turned to Muggle medicine to get some sleep, but it's the same story. I pass out for three hours and then wake up screaming in a cold sweat. Which has now blossomed into a fever. Safe to say I'm sick on top of everything else. Brilliant.
I'd say I could go sleep it off..how funny is that?
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Friday, November 7th, 2008
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10:35 pm
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( Hexed, broken by Hermione, Ron, Tonks and Remus )
This must be a record. Six days with next to no sleep. Maybe an hour or two a night if I'm lucky. I gave up on potions because their not working and besides the need for sleep, I feel all right. Maybe I have to much on my mind, but to be honest, there isn't much there. Just the normal worries.
Like right now, I'm sitting here, wishing I could just pass out, but the need for sleep just isn't setting in. Maybe I'll just go work out till I drop..
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Saturday, November 1st, 2008
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11:05 am
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Monday, October 27th, 2008
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12:57 am
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It's been an interesting few weeks. Ever since we won the World Cup, I thought I would have a break, but I've been running around doing interviews and photoshoots with the team.
I think it's running me down though. I feel dreadful and when I try to sleep I can't. Tried a few potions, but they're not doing anything. Maybe I just need a few days off.
( Private to the DA )
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Thursday, October 2nd, 2008
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4:53 pm
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They've called the Quidditch Cup back on.
Monday Night at 5. Ireland Vs. France. I won't have much time to get ready between going to Austraila and coming back. But if anyone wants to go, tell me now so I can get you all tickets. I have a few saved already.
But yeah, if anyone is interested..
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4:46 pm
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Wednesday, October 1st, 2008
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12:36 am
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-More then likely, I've lost my best mate..
-Pretty sure that I'm damned if I do and damned if I don't. So I shouldn't bother doing anything anymore, right?
-Been seven months since Sirius passed away and its been weighing on my mind again lately.
-My face is killing me where Ron slugged me..good on you mate. I deserved it.
-Life, right now, despite how happy I should be, is absolute shit.
And what does this all add up to folks? Sacrifice. I don't want sympathy..I want to be left the hell alone. I give up. Go ahead. Talk to everyone, tell everyone everything you know about me. Forget letting me try to explain myself. I'm done. People tell the stories a lot better then I do.
If anyone is interested, I'll train anyone that wants more practice with the spells I was teaching you all. If not, fine.
I just DON'T care anymore.
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Friday, September 26th, 2008
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10:18 pm
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I'm getting married. Not, like tomorrow or anything, but I pruposed to Hermione the other night and she said yes. Looks like we have a bit of work ahead of us..
( Private to Remus )
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Sunday, September 21st, 2008
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2:45 pm
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Thursday, September 18th, 2008
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5:17 pm
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Wednesday, September 17th, 2008
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1:13 am
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I'm home an d a bt bit dunrk drnkkk druNK hpy HAPPY. I thinkkkkkk isits the booooobs BOOZE.
Yep. Evryon hppy HAPPY now?
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Tuesday, September 16th, 2008
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1:23 am
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Sunday, September 7th, 2008
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9:56 am - Hexed to the Order and DA
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I was a bit relieved to see that most of my trainee's are still here. Not that any of them believe in fighting with Bellatrix but what choice has she given them really? They've taken the oath to protect the wizarding world and it is in danger. However their training is appauling. Its like old times for the most part. Getting used to being called Mr. Potter again.
Bellatrix hasn't been around and I've been keeping a low profile. Training all day and then going back to my room. Right now I'm living in Gryffindor Tower again. Weird being the only one in there though. But the Fat Lady gave me my own password, so no one can get in on me. I'm safe enough I guess.
Probably mid-week I'm taking the Trainee's back into Muggle London and we're going to start searching where the last search left off. Mrs. Lestrange isn't aware of this yet and I don't intend to tell her. I've got my own agenda to keep to and she's all but provided the means to do so a bit more effectively. All of the kids have taken an unbreakable vow not to tell Bellatrix what I'm up to and as far as she knows it will be training. Which it is in a sense. It can't all be done on the school grounds.
Which reminds me, we're heading off into the Forbidden Forrest today for some training.
( Private to Hermione )
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Sunday, August 31st, 2008
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12:59 pm - Hexed to Order and Death Eaters
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I know I'm going to get some serious grief for this..but I think its time we all met up. And by all I mean Order and Death Eaters. Differences need to be put aside and we all know we need to help each other out this time if we want to get anyone back. Fighting the same fight here.
The Ministry is taking over Hogwarts and I plan to go. I owe it to Bellatrix to offer some help considering she saved my life. Agree or disagree, I understand either way. But tbis is something I feel like I need to do. Maybe I got knocked on the head harder then I thought or something..
We all have a common goal and that's to get EVERYONE back safe and sound.
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Friday, August 29th, 2008
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9:54 pm
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In light of what happened at the Ministry, the World Championships have been put on hold. I could have told them that. I don't think anyones in the mood for playing and I know I won't want to till I know everyone is home and safe.
I'm feeling better, eating more and I'm not trapped in a bed all day. Moved to the couch today. Progress. Sorry I wasn't much help at the meeting.
( Private, Hexed to Bellatrix Lestrange )
And..I have an owl in my hand from the Ireland coach. I'm probably off the team if their Seeker came back. No matter. I have more important things to [ink spill]
Later. This isn't the time for this..
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Tuesday, August 26th, 2008
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11:13 pm - Hexed to Family and Friends
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I'm ok. I would have said so sooner, but I haven't been awake to do so or in the best of shape. Hermione found out where I was and retrieved me. I'm sorry I worried everyone, but as soon as I'm on my feet again, I'm ready to help.
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Saturday, August 16th, 2008
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2:17 am
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I can't sleep.
Who am I kidding? I don't sleep anymore.. Maybe its stress or guilt or both. It might have something to do with keeping secrets that I really wish I didn't have to do. I don't..really.
But I promised her I wouldn't.
Love being so vague this early in the morning.
If I'm not careful, I'll make myself sick again and I don't have time to be sick.
I'm such a selfish bastard Maybe I'll just sleep on the couch tonight.
Sleep? Yeah, right.
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Sunday, August 10th, 2008
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1:55 am
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Game this afternoon in Ireland. I have a few extra tickets if anyone is free and interested in watching the game. Only five more before we're in the Quidditch Cup. I saw WHEN not IF, because I have a reall good feeling about making it there. Our team is brilliant.
Anyone game?
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Tuesday, August 5th, 2008
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12:34 am
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Thursday, July 31st, 2008
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12:35 am
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